[ hmmmmmmmmmmmm. how does she put it. she'll quietly drink as she tries to gather her thoughts. it touches vaguely on things that she rallies against with all of her person, revolts her in others, and... even in the most ideal, there is a compromise made.
what is it about them she's unhappy with... ]
Different things, among them all... Though it more or less has to do with the beliefs I uphold, and the way I uphold them -- if I do at all. I wonder if thee would even recognize me in some?
[ maybe only in appearance, but what's that matter. ]
But they are, um, I said they were possibilities, yes? They are only... a kind of future I could have had, if I had turned one way or another, if I had not joined the Company I did... They feel very real, though they are not. [ ... oh... ] The-- the mall death, thine, the sort of... wiggly... feeling. That is what it is like. Except also not. No, it is... perhaps how thee have Ser Giovanni's memories, but also thine...
[ look at her babble... she's really trying her best to explain it. ]
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what is it about them she's unhappy with... ]
Different things, among them all... Though it more or less has to do with the beliefs I uphold, and the way I uphold them -- if I do at all. I wonder if thee would even recognize me in some?
[ maybe only in appearance, but what's that matter. ]
But they are, um, I said they were possibilities, yes? They are only... a kind of future I could have had, if I had turned one way or another, if I had not joined the Company I did... They feel very real, though they are not. [ ... oh... ] The-- the mall death, thine, the sort of... wiggly... feeling. That is what it is like. Except also not. No, it is... perhaps how thee have Ser Giovanni's memories, but also thine...
[ look at her babble... she's really trying her best to explain it. ]