( would that have been better or worse? she would've only had roland, probably, considering how he got in and why. her death would've been quicker, no time for chitchat. angela is quiet, letting netzach's words settle between them, and finally chuckles slightly. )
And I would be a worse person for it. ( what understanding she has now, the reflection on her flaws she's had— the fact there are people who know how she suffered and have confronted her on it, told her she doesn't have to hold onto it, that she doesn't have to throw everything including herself away to achieve what she wants... even if she did, in that grieving, betrayed moment, the words are still there. they've still been spoken, and she thinks about them. she does. ) I'll say this only once, here. Don't go repeating it.
( like he did his birthday wishes. it still takes her a moment—spoken appreciation is still something she's learning to express, even if it embarrasses her to do it. )
Thank you, Netzach. ( okay, there. ) I'll make certain to thank the others as well.
( ...that was a little easier since they aren't face to face. maybe she can try appreciation exposure therapy by doing it over a call. )
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And I would be a worse person for it. ( what understanding she has now, the reflection on her flaws she's had— the fact there are people who know how she suffered and have confronted her on it, told her she doesn't have to hold onto it, that she doesn't have to throw everything including herself away to achieve what she wants... even if she did, in that grieving, betrayed moment, the words are still there. they've still been spoken, and she thinks about them. she does. ) I'll say this only once, here. Don't go repeating it.
( like he did his birthday wishes. it still takes her a moment—spoken appreciation is still something she's learning to express, even if it embarrasses her to do it. )
Thank you, Netzach. ( okay, there. ) I'll make certain to thank the others as well.
( ...that was a little easier since they aren't face to face. maybe she can try appreciation exposure therapy by doing it over a call. )