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[astraphilia]

he is it's annoying. you know when someone's so hot it kidna hurts your feelings

good point though Alhaitham didn't seem like the shirtleds push up contest type

can Midnigjt bench me??

[abstractart]

yeah believe me i feel that basically every day

i don't know? he can pick me up no problem

but i don't weigh a lot, either

[astraphilia]

it sucks

I think if he can pick you up he can probably pick me up. hou're taller. in rhat vase I challenge them to shorrless battle each other

[abstractart]

you should ask, i bet midnight would love that

you have to invite me though.

1/2

[astraphilia]

oh absolutdly I would trust no ond else to critique their gorms with me

[astraphilia]

lol gorms

forms*

[abstractart]

not like i know anything about form, man, i don't work out

but i don't have to let that stop me.

[astraphilia]

oh no no darling you misugderstand

not forms like you gotta pay attention to how good they are st working out

forms like "no, do it sexiwr, let me watch"

[abstractart]

ohhh that kind of form

...still don't know how qualified i am, but i'll give it my best shot. i can critique the aesthetic at least.

[astraphilia]

wym you're not qualified all you need is functioning eyes

[abstractart]

yeah i have eyes, but i mean

just didn't look at people that way very often before i got here, i guess?

not a lot of experience

[astraphilia]

that's okay, it's not about wxperience. it's about spirit

how comr though? nobody interesting enough or just busy with other shit?

[abstractart]

busy is the best way to put it

it's... complicated

life story type of complicated, i'll spare you all that

[astraphilia]

yeah man I get that/ no pressure it doesn't have ti be storytime. glad you're getting to live a little here

[abstractart]

more than a little, i think

it's pretty nice, just kind of... living. even here. is that fucked up?

[astraphilia]

I don't think it's fucked up
.

or if it's fucked up at least 'were fucked up together

[abstractart]

that's a relief because it feels like half the time i say that people get weird about it

does that happen to you too

[astraphilia]

sometimes, yeah. I dunno how to explain it. this place is fucked but it's akso...

like

[ like, how do you decide what to do with a year that you never thought you were going to have? ]

until now I've been kiving to die and now I'm just living. you know?

[abstractart]

oh believe me i know

it was kinda that way for me.

well

i was supposed to be dead already. never really lived in the first place. for a while, i was ok with dying again after doing what i had to, but

i figured out i *wanted* to live for real, i just might not get to. then i ended up here.

[astraphilia]

yeah... yeah

[ Reno can figure that Netzach probably means it a little more literally than he does, himself; for Reno the prospect of his own death was an inevitability, but not one he's faced down just yet. ]

I hope you get to keep living for as long as you want to

[abstractart]

yeah. you too. all of us.

it feels weird, right? like...

like it's wrong to be okay with this, when so many of us just want to leave and go home

[astraphilia]

yeag I don't know. I think those two things can exist at once ya knos

like. people who wanna go home I want them to go home. be happy live your life

and at the same time for me I don't know if there's a home worth going to

fuckkkk I can't believe I just said that

[abstractart]

yeah, the booze has a way of doing that

and even if you made one here it's never really just about a place

it'd be different if everyone who wanted to go back to their own home was gone

[astraphilia]

yeah... yeah. that's true. the people I'd stay for probably would rather be somewhere else

[abstractart]

same for just about all of mine, i think